- LYRICAL EPIPHANY -

SO I'VE REALIZED SOMETHING ABOUT MYSELF LATELY. THERE WAS A TIME, NOT SO LONG AGO, WHEN SOME ONE WOULD ASK ME WHAT I DID, I WOULD NAME SOME RANDOM JOB I HAD. NOW THE FIRST AND ONLY THING I SAY IS THAT I'M A JEWELRY DESIGNER. I'VE TRULY BEGUN TO EMBRACE THIS AND BELIEVE IT TO BE TRUE. A VERY SMART PERSON ONCE TOLD ME, "NO ONE WILL BUY INTO DOUBT." THESE WORDS COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE RIGHT FOR MY EARS. IT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR, AND I THINK ABOUT THAT STATEMENT EVERY TIME I EVEN BEGIN TO DOUBT MYSELF. I'M HOT, MY DESIGNS ARE HOT, AND THE WORLD WILL SOON FEEL THE FIRE. I HAVE NO DOUBT. BECAUSE TRUTHFULLY, I WOULDN'T BUY INTO DOUBT EITHER.

THERE'S ONE SONG I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO LATELY THAT SUMS UP ALL THESE FEELINGS FOR ME.

ITS KANYE WEST'S 'I WONDER' OFF THE GRADUATION ALBUM.

PEEP THE LYRICS.

I Wonder

Find your dreams come true
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

I've been waiting on this my whole life
These dreams be waking me up at night
You say I think I'm never wrong
You know what, maybe you're right, aight

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

You say he get on your f**king nerves
You hope that he get what he deserves, word
Do you even remember what the issue is?
You just trying to find where the tissue is
You can still be who you wish you is
It ain't happen yet
And that's what the intuition is
you hop back in the car
Drive back to the crib

Run back to their arms
The smokescreens
The chokes and the screams
You ever wonder what it all really mean

And I wonder if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder if you know
What it means to find your dreams

And I'm back on my grind
A psychic read my lifeline
Told me in my lifetime
My name would help light up the Chicago skyline
And that's what I'm
Seven o'clock, that's prime time
Heaven'll watch, God calling from the hot lines
Why he keep giving me hot lines I
'm a star, how could I not shine
How many ladies in the house
How many ladies in the house without a spouse
Something in your blouse got me feeling so aroused
What you about
On that independent shit
Trade it all for a husband and some kids

You ever wonder what it all really mean
You ever wonder if you'll find your dreams.

DAMN THAT'S SOME SHIT FOR YOUR MENTAL. EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO THIS SONG, I THINK ABOUT MY LIFE, MY DREAMS, MY WANTS, MY AMBITIONS, MY ENDLESS IMAGINATION, MY NEED TO TRAVEL AND SEE THE WORLD, I DREAM OF ALL THAT I WANT IN LIFE COMING TO ME, I SEE MYSELF IN THAT PLACE, IN THAT WORLD THAT I'M BUILDING AROUND MYSELF. I'M FINDING MY DREAMS, AND I'M LIVING MY DREAMS. IT'S FUCKING SICK!

CIAO.

-SADE